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Name: Barak ><
Birthday: 12/15/1986
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Sunday, December 05, 2004

new xanga account: BkLightning15


ok girls, it's been fun. i can't say anymore because i've already said it all. you know how much i love you and how much i'm gonna miss you. thanks for everything. i guess i'm gonna start a different xanga account now? i'll post the new name later.

it hurts so much

i miss them already

-Barak _ _ _ _


Friday, December 03, 2004

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"How Do I Say Goodbye?"
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I just wrote my last e-mail ever to Zesmer as their Beau. It was so hard for me. Wanna read it? I know you do, here it is:

To the best chapter in all of NTO/BBG, Jennie Zesmer BBG #300...
Whom i was so lucky to be elected as Beau for this past year
 
 
       Well girls, the time has finally arrived. It's already time for me to have to say goodbye to you all. This year has been filled with the some of the most amazing experiences and memories of my life. From all of the laughter, and all of the jokes, to all of the tears, and hard times, we were all in this together. Each one of you girls has taught me something in life. Whether it's simply a joke, or a life lesson, i will remember them forever. You have all helped shape my life, and help me become the person i am today. I will always remember the e-mails that each of you girls have sent me saying the nicest things in the world. Nor will i ever forget any of the phone calls at random times of the day, asking me how my day was, or how i am feeling. Or even the IM's and text messages that you all send to me. They all make me so happy, and always make me smile. No matter how bad of a day i am having, or how sick i'm feeling, i just think of you girls and my day automatically gets better. You all have no idea the impact that you all have had on my life. From the late-night conversations on the telephone that we talk about everything in the world, to all of the hilarious conversations online. Each one of you girls are so dedicated, and so talented in what you do, if you all combine your talents at projects, you will see miracles happen. Because i've seen miracles with you girls. You all always do your best to make me feel comfortable at projects, and to let-loose and have fun. I will always appreciate that. I will miss those days of screaming at the top of my lungs at volleyball and basketball games. I will miss the days (or all the days, lol) of dressing up in all green and white to show my respect to you girls. I will miss the chapter meetings, and the amazing projects that never ceased to amaze me. I will miss the drives home after projects on Saturday night. I will miss going for Slurpee runs with you all at the most random times. I will miss stuffing 12 of you girls in my car at six in the morning. I will miss the wacky overnights where we all bonded so much. I will miss everything about you all. The next Beau is going to be the luckiest man alive. No joke. To have such a strong chapter with so many leaders. Just stick together, because you all are unstoppable when you are together. Don't ever let anyone tell you not to dress spirited at projects or to meetings, it shows so much. Spirit goes a long way in BBYO. I can't believe i am actually writing this e-mail already; i have been dreading writing this e-mail since the day i got Beau. I actually have tears in my eyes right now. All of you girls have given me so much, i just hope that i have given you anything close to what you have done for me. This is seriously the hardest thing i have ever had to do. But i knew that i would have to give this up one day. They say it's impossible to have too much of a great thing. I now know that it's true. But regardless of me being at your projects anymore or not, i am ALWAYS just a phone call, a drive, an IM, an e-mail, or a text message away. Please don't forget about me, because i know that i will never forget about any of you. I can't even put into words at how i feel about you girls, it's so hard to try and sum this all up. But i have about 4 full photo albums of pictures only from this past year with you girls. I will be taking them all with me to college next year so i can always remember the great memories we've had. I hope you all know what incredible girls you actually are. Don't ever let anyone tell you any different. No matter how tough the times might get, don't give up. You owe it to yourself! Anyways, once again, thank you for the most spifominal and most incredible year of my life. I will never forget about any of you. I love you forever.
 
 
 
Please come to Beau/Sweetheart (Walkdown) this Saturday night (December 4th, 2004)
It's at the JCC at 6:30pm.
I hope to see you all there!
 
 
 
with undying, never-ending, and ever-lasting love for the most gorgeous and most unique girls in all of BBG, may i present to you my Jennie Zesmer BBG #300 giriffic girls: Molly Abrams, Michelle Applebaum, Gal Badash, Nina Calmenson, Melissa Chiranky, Emily Corenblith, Molly Corrigan, Elena Dufner, Lexi Earle, Jennifer Fein, Johanna Fleisher, Jana Friedman, Ellie Geller, Frankie Geller, Ellie Goldfine, Jackelyn Goodman, Netta Goren, Julieta Grinffiel, Chelsea Hannum, Lauren Heller, Melanie Herbert, Sivan Israeli, Samantha Jaffe, Julie Kaufman, Rachel Kohn, Brittany Krebs, Jennie Kunofsky, Kimberly Layton, Danielle Lehrman, Natasha Levinsohn, Aviva Linksman, Liane Michnoff, Melanie Mizrahi, Taylor Quint, Allie Rodenberg, Beth Ann Rubin, Bradi Schiller, Hilary Schpok, Elizabeth Schwartz, Stav Sela, Stephanie Shargal, Allison Siegel, Michelle Solls, Jordan Taub, Danielle Wertheim, Lindsay Winemiller, Jen Advisor, Rachel Advisor, Myra Ex-Advisor, Lindsi Ex-Advisor, (old members): Abby Lerner, Robyn Byers, Allison Steinberg, Rivae Kliman, for my 18th birthday on December 15th, and everything green and white!
 
Submitted with more undying love, and the utmost respect with 300% of my green and white heart for all of you girls,
 
for my last time ever:
 
I Love You Zesmer Girls, Oh Yes I Do!
I Love You Zesmer Girls, And I'll Always Be True!
When You're Not With Me, I'm Forever Green and White!
Oh, Zesmer Girls, I Will Always Love You!
 
 
Love,
 
 
Barak Krengel Beau
2003-2004
 
 
wow, that was so hard for me. i love you girls so much, i think that this is also my last xanga post before Beau/Sweetheart... I love you girls like none other. Thanks for the amazing memories. i love you Zesmer girls!!!!
 
-Barak ><


Thursday, December 02, 2004

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Here's to the Night
By Eve 6
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ok, i've come to a decision. this is all done with. i'm done with it. this is an apology to whoever want's it. so it's plural to most people. Julie, i'm sorry that everything got confusing and really really out of control, i am sorry for hurting you. you are a good person, and we both deserve better. We both said some bad things, but now it's done with. END (apology number 1). other one, emily, check your email. END (apology number 2). other one, not gonna even bother saying your name, because you know this is about you, im not gonng apologize because i never did anything wrong to you, EVER. END. and thats it. its all off my chest, so whether you like me or not anymore lies in your hands. "the power is yours!" see you all this weekend.


ooook. lots to say tonight. Zesmer's banquet was last night. it was a lot of fun, except the so called "hot" table. was um, NOT. they were being so rude to the rest of the chapter. 5 specific girls didn't even sing to me at my very last project. shows how grown up they are.i don't care anymore. yes there is more to life than bbyo, but right now, and until this weekend, it is my life. what should you care? my life outside of bbyo is on hold. got that? this is my time to shine right now. and i will use all of my time to do so. deal with it. to those of you girls that love to attempt to make my remaining 4 days as beau miserable. you could never acoomplish such a goal. the memories i have with MY Zesmer girls are undescribable. and you can never take that away. i think it hurts that you werent close with the Beau. obviously you dont consider me as yor 3rd beau. you consider matt to be your beau. which is really funny because he wasnt. oh well. from all of the posts, to all of the emails, IM's, trash talk, etc. you sunk so low this time. it was very low. but it doesnt hurt me anymore. you try to talk about me to my friends, and try to make me look bad, you can only do that to yourself. i hope you come to walkdown, and see what is going on. because you will be shocked. you arent gonna even know what to think. you try to "win" so bad, when you just lose. I never hated you, i never have; but now i know you don't give a rat's ass about me. you claim it all to be lies, and that you are the vicitim. i don't care. you won't ever have to deal with me anymore. say whatever you want about me, because it won't affect me anymore. i'm sorry it had to end this way, but it was all because of your ONE, BIG lie. see you at friendship circle . also, to the other one that has hated me since i became beau; thank you for not playing a huge part in my beau year. it made things so much easier. and it made it so easy for me to not like you in return. i will see you this weekend too . but to the girls that i do love, and that mean the world to me... you constantly make me happy, and i will never forget you all. you make me smile more than anyone else has. i love you

 

-Barak BEAU <---- still my name bitch. so get used to it



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